Day Twenty-Eight: Fill Me Up
August 4
Dark Waning Moon in Cancer
Sun in Leo
Today the Moon remains in the astrological sign of Cancer for the entirety of the day. My day started with a beautiful view of Lady Moon very early this morning as I drove on the New Jersey Turnpike. It reminded me of the depth of your emotional self that this work can take you to, the sliver of moonlight that is just beneath her skirts at this time of Phase and the promise of her brilliance just ahead.
Tonight I will do the Waning Dark Moon Ritual as completion of the ritual energy that ran as a stream through this study, There is a flowing movement to today’s energy. I’m feeling like this potent energy of contraction and now release has filled me up with waters that are ripe and ready to be shared and used to sustain future cycles of deeper work. These waters are the first drops of the depths of current that one finds in Shadow work. These waters are the rising currents that then carry those things we have learned from this work forward to be drawn from as we begin generating a more pure form of our intuitive and insightful expression.
This is one of my favorite pictures. This makes me think about the energy of the waning waters, pulled deep deep down. All moving into a central point of focus, ever flowing and limitless in their supply. All the while knowing that the sky will draw those same waters up in evaporation, so they may be showered back down again, renewed and feeding once again into the same cycle of process.
The waters move into a space that is mysterious and unseen. You look and conjecture at where this flow ends. There is the inference of Faith in the equation. And, as the sunlight flows in bands amidst the clouds hovering just above the moving waters, so too the light of our sun shines at times in random patterns through our subconscious. Lighting here and there revealing those deeper flows that lay beneath.
Think about it! And see how you feel about what analogies I’ve used. This is cardinal Cancer Moon’s energies!
Breathe in
Waters flow deep.
Exhale up
Sun dries the pain.
Breathe in
Fill yourself up.
Exhale out
And shower down
The healing rains.